Piper Rosey,
We watch Veggie Tales a lot lately. You like to bounce up and down to the theme song and you clap when it's over. Veggie Tales is a fun show, isn't it Dolly? It's entertaining, fun to sing along to and has a good messages to teach.
If you're anything like I was, there will probably be many nights in our future that we are up at 2am singing "God is bigger than the boogie man" after a bad dream. And really, when is it not a good occasion to sing "Stand up! Stand up! For what you believe in... believe in... believe in God... He's the one to back you up! ..will stand with you. He'll stand with you" We should always remember that. And it's good that Larry and Bob remind you that "God made you special and He loves you very much". He does, girlie, and He HAS made you special.
There is one thing I would like to explain to you about that, though. God is a good God, Pipes. Until you know it for yourself, you will just have to trust mama. He is good. And He is such a good God that He has made us each special to Him. But, girlie, we do nothing on our own to make us special. Always try to remember that you are special because HE made you that way. Try to remember to be thankful to the big God who made the whole universe... who tells the night when to end, the flowers when to bloom and the sun when to shine. Be thankful that this same God made you, Piper Rosey. The One who made you and said "This one will be especially friendly and kind." What I'm saying is, don't be thankful that you are special. Be thankful that God created you just as you are and His love is what makes you so special.
I hope some day you will know all of this for yourself. Not because Mama and Da tell you so, but because Jesus has told your heart it's so.
I love you more than I can ever tell you, Piper Rose, and I'm glad He's made you mine.
Mama
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Thursday, May 31, 2012
All kinds of lame
Confession:
1. I love Star Trek Voyager. I watch it all the way through on Netflix and then start the series over again. It never gets old to me. When I'm saying goodbye to a family member or friend that I won't see for a while, in the back of my head I hear Tuvok saying "Live long and prosper" and I could almost shed a tear.
2. I think about Disney all the time. It's especially bad when I know we won't be going for a few months. And yes, I realize how incredibly spoiled I sound.. stop judging me. I've recently discovered some apps you can download that let you listen to Disney World park and resort background music. Can you imagine my joy? I basically let it play all day long. My favorite is when they play old recordings of Walt Disney reading and messing up his narration for certain rides. Oh... Walt. (It's ok. We're on a first name basis)
3. I have this thing that drives me crazy. I call it "the straw effect". Let's imagine you and I are sitting down at a table to eat and the waitress sets our drinks and the straws that stick out of the drink right in front of us. Chances are I'm either going to move the drinks off to the side or start squinting really weirdly, because if those straws get in my line of vision I nearly go cross-eyed. I can't even concentrate. Or as another example... It's raining out. But not hard, just an occasional drop now and then. This is my nightmare because chances are good that one rain drop will fall right in my line of vision on the window while I'm trying to drive. Then when I turn the windshield wipers on, another one falls in the same place right as the window is clear. If you ever see me squinting and making a stupid looking face with the windshield wipers on high in a slight drizzle, you'll know what's going on.
1. I love Star Trek Voyager. I watch it all the way through on Netflix and then start the series over again. It never gets old to me. When I'm saying goodbye to a family member or friend that I won't see for a while, in the back of my head I hear Tuvok saying "Live long and prosper" and I could almost shed a tear.
2. I think about Disney all the time. It's especially bad when I know we won't be going for a few months. And yes, I realize how incredibly spoiled I sound.. stop judging me. I've recently discovered some apps you can download that let you listen to Disney World park and resort background music. Can you imagine my joy? I basically let it play all day long. My favorite is when they play old recordings of Walt Disney reading and messing up his narration for certain rides. Oh... Walt. (It's ok. We're on a first name basis)
3. I have this thing that drives me crazy. I call it "the straw effect". Let's imagine you and I are sitting down at a table to eat and the waitress sets our drinks and the straws that stick out of the drink right in front of us. Chances are I'm either going to move the drinks off to the side or start squinting really weirdly, because if those straws get in my line of vision I nearly go cross-eyed. I can't even concentrate. Or as another example... It's raining out. But not hard, just an occasional drop now and then. This is my nightmare because chances are good that one rain drop will fall right in my line of vision on the window while I'm trying to drive. Then when I turn the windshield wipers on, another one falls in the same place right as the window is clear. If you ever see me squinting and making a stupid looking face with the windshield wipers on high in a slight drizzle, you'll know what's going on.
Friday, May 25, 2012
Just thinking out loud.
Ever thought about what a powerful thing it is to be able to say "I know Jesus"? Not just that "I know OF Jesus" but that "I KNOW Jesus". It's like... "SAAAANTA, I know him! I know him!" except, you know... with Jesus. And in a bit more serious tone maybe.
And it means not only do I know Him but He also knows me.
Carey was recently talking about how our church culture sometimes creates this caricature of this person named Jesus, who's so far from what Jesus really is He's unrecognizable. But He's not that. He's Jesus. The King. The Savior. The perfect man who walked on earth and went through all the same struggles and all the temptations we face. The man who decided that He loved us enough to go through unspeakable pain. He died such a humiliating death and all of it was so that we wouldn't have to be separated from Him.
Good grief.
...Lord, I don't think about or appreciate it enough. Thank you for seeking me out, for pursuing me when I stray and for forgiving me for the millionth time for the same stupid sin and then going one step further and casting it as far as the east is from the west. Thank you for knowing me.
Most of all thank you for letting me know you. Please help me bring you pleasure, 'cause you are worthy of all I am able to give. I praise your Holy name.
And it means not only do I know Him but He also knows me.
Carey was recently talking about how our church culture sometimes creates this caricature of this person named Jesus, who's so far from what Jesus really is He's unrecognizable. But He's not that. He's Jesus. The King. The Savior. The perfect man who walked on earth and went through all the same struggles and all the temptations we face. The man who decided that He loved us enough to go through unspeakable pain. He died such a humiliating death and all of it was so that we wouldn't have to be separated from Him.
Good grief.
...Lord, I don't think about or appreciate it enough. Thank you for seeking me out, for pursuing me when I stray and for forgiving me for the millionth time for the same stupid sin and then going one step further and casting it as far as the east is from the west. Thank you for knowing me.
Most of all thank you for letting me know you. Please help me bring you pleasure, 'cause you are worthy of all I am able to give. I praise your Holy name.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Greetings from Sunshine.
Well friends.. it's been almost three months since I last wrote on this here blog. You've been sitting around impatient for me to write another post, haven't you? I know. I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you by writing the longest, most boring blog post ever written by any one up to this point in history.
Actually, I imagine no one has even noticed. I haven't. I kinda forgot I had a blog. But now I have updates about Piper so it has reminded me of why I started doing this in the first place.
The end. This is awkward.
Anyway, so we've had a terrible last few weeks. That's a horrible thing to start out with but it's the truth, DANGIT, and I need somebody else to hear about it besides Carey and mama.
Carey's gotten a new client recently that requires him to be in southern Florida a lot. Enough that the hospital is letting us just rent a condo instead of a hotel room. Oh and is it ever a sweet condo, friends and family. It's on the 14th floor overlooking a harbor and has a view of the sunset on the back porch.
So because of all this, me and Piper have had to get used to living in two places. Not so much Carey. He would be happy anywhere. This is where Piper got her easy going nature from, which is why she has done splendidly. She travels really well. Loves to watch Pluto cartoons and wave at me in the mirror on her headrest. It's precious.
Unfortunately, I'm not so precious. I'm pretty much the biggest brat ever when it comes to any kind of changes. I get super stressed out and moan and groan over every little inconvenience. The bad thing is that I know as I'm acting like a 3 year old that I'm acting like a 3 year old and I actually get disgusted with myself but I can't gather up enough self control to stop myself from acting like a crazy person and just calm the heck down. Which makes me get angrier about the whole situation. I don't even know exactly why the whole thing has me feeling so stressed out. I LOVE our set up down there. It's this great vacation destination for people (also known as retired yankees) and we don't go anywhere without having several people (retired yankee grandparents) stop to talk with Piper. So basically, it is a super friendly place and it's hard to feel lonely. Also, mama and daddy have come down pretty much every time me and Piper are there. And now even Gable has been asigned to a job there and is pretty much having to live there for the next few weeks.
So you see, it's basically the greatest temporary set up ever.
And still, I continue to do the sorryest(sorriest?) of jobs at "blooming where you're planted." Unfortunately, this is the story of my life, thus far.
...Stupid phrase.
Anywho, so in the midst of all this change, Piper has gotten sick with another cold. It's been exactly the same pattern as the one she got a couple months ago. She has stayed sick for about 3 weeks. Probably would still be sick if the doctor hadn't put her on an antibiotic (all of this having to be done over the phone because we were in Florida) And even with that, we're probably going to have to go see the doctor again because now she's acting like her ear is bothering her. But the wonderful thing about Piper is that, even at her worst, she's really not that hard to handle. And she hasn't really been at her worst this time around either. She acts fine. As if she isn't sick at all. Smiles and laughs and plays contentedly wherever she is.
So you see, I don't even have that as a reason to justify my behavior.
And then shortly after she got sick, Carey and I got sick, although they had it a lot longer and a lot worse than me.
Then last week, Carey and I came to the conclusion that we were being cruel to keep Buddy and Ferb because we don't have the time to pay them the attention they ought to be getting. When we're in Florida they barely ever get to go outside because we live in a condo and they're too much for me to be able to handle with Piper in tow. So, we started looking for a new home for them. One lady let us believe she was ready to take them and then at the last minute (literally. We were leaving our parking garage when she emailed us) told us she needs to think about it some more.
Uh, no ma'am, we said. You don't get to be rude and inconsiderate and then be given MORE time to think about it. That's what we said. Because we're sassy like that.
I did find another lady who wanted just Ferb. She has two other little dogs and is retired and she and her husband take their dogs every where and they're her babies who probably get tucked into bed every night with a kiss on the forehead and two books. ...So we decided to split up the fellas since that was just too good a home to pass up for the Ferbie. I'd like to think he lived happily ever after but I just try not to think about it because it makes my heart hurt.
Also, we decided to keep Buddy. In case you're wondering.
Then I found out I apparently have shingles and because Piper is so young and hasn't had her chicken pox vaccine, I risk giving her chicken pox every time I hold or kiss her. REALLY?!
P.S. Shingles hurts like a mother and I only have a tiny patch of it. How does a mother hurt exactly? I'm just wondering.
Then I decided this weekend was a good one to go to Disney World, because that makes perfect sense with all of us being sick, right? It was fun though. Hot and crowded, but fun with lots of cute video and pictures of Piper pointing and saying Oooo! just like I do. That's something new she's doing and it is also precious.
And all of that has led me to the whole reason I decided to write this which is that the moment we drove onto Disney property Piper Rose Casey decided to say Mama for the first time ever.
::CHOIR SINGING::
It was magical. In Disney, friends. IN DISNEY! Can you even imagine how much that memory makes me happy? Put yourself into the shoes of a pathetic, 27 year old who loves Disney more than she loves cookies... More than she loves petit-fours from Baker's pride. ...Ok, just trust me that it's a lot and it made me want to shed a tear. And so now I go to sleep with her little voice in my head saying ma-ma ma-ma.
But all of this leads me back to my original question of, why do I feel so tightly wound? Why can I not get a hold of myself and act like an adult about things. Put my big girl panties on and deal with the tiny, tiny inconvenience of change.
Then tonight we get home and find that our AC is completely dead and we're now going to sleep in a house that is 81 degrees.
...Which is hotter than it is outside.
....We would be cooler if we slept outside.
Perfect.
I cannot even imagine what it will feel like tomorrow at midday.
Try as I might, I can't work on self control and being joyful in all circumstances when I'm sweating.
So happy flippin' springtime, everybody and yay to stupid Savannah summers.
....I'm sorry, Lord. I'm gonna try harder....
Actually, I imagine no one has even noticed. I haven't. I kinda forgot I had a blog. But now I have updates about Piper so it has reminded me of why I started doing this in the first place.
The end. This is awkward.
Anyway, so we've had a terrible last few weeks. That's a horrible thing to start out with but it's the truth, DANGIT, and I need somebody else to hear about it besides Carey and mama.
Carey's gotten a new client recently that requires him to be in southern Florida a lot. Enough that the hospital is letting us just rent a condo instead of a hotel room. Oh and is it ever a sweet condo, friends and family. It's on the 14th floor overlooking a harbor and has a view of the sunset on the back porch.
So because of all this, me and Piper have had to get used to living in two places. Not so much Carey. He would be happy anywhere. This is where Piper got her easy going nature from, which is why she has done splendidly. She travels really well. Loves to watch Pluto cartoons and wave at me in the mirror on her headrest. It's precious.
Unfortunately, I'm not so precious. I'm pretty much the biggest brat ever when it comes to any kind of changes. I get super stressed out and moan and groan over every little inconvenience. The bad thing is that I know as I'm acting like a 3 year old that I'm acting like a 3 year old and I actually get disgusted with myself but I can't gather up enough self control to stop myself from acting like a crazy person and just calm the heck down. Which makes me get angrier about the whole situation. I don't even know exactly why the whole thing has me feeling so stressed out. I LOVE our set up down there. It's this great vacation destination for people (also known as retired yankees) and we don't go anywhere without having several people (retired yankee grandparents) stop to talk with Piper. So basically, it is a super friendly place and it's hard to feel lonely. Also, mama and daddy have come down pretty much every time me and Piper are there. And now even Gable has been asigned to a job there and is pretty much having to live there for the next few weeks.
So you see, it's basically the greatest temporary set up ever.
And still, I continue to do the sorryest(sorriest?) of jobs at "blooming where you're planted." Unfortunately, this is the story of my life, thus far.
...Stupid phrase.
Anywho, so in the midst of all this change, Piper has gotten sick with another cold. It's been exactly the same pattern as the one she got a couple months ago. She has stayed sick for about 3 weeks. Probably would still be sick if the doctor hadn't put her on an antibiotic (all of this having to be done over the phone because we were in Florida) And even with that, we're probably going to have to go see the doctor again because now she's acting like her ear is bothering her. But the wonderful thing about Piper is that, even at her worst, she's really not that hard to handle. And she hasn't really been at her worst this time around either. She acts fine. As if she isn't sick at all. Smiles and laughs and plays contentedly wherever she is.
So you see, I don't even have that as a reason to justify my behavior.
And then shortly after she got sick, Carey and I got sick, although they had it a lot longer and a lot worse than me.
Then last week, Carey and I came to the conclusion that we were being cruel to keep Buddy and Ferb because we don't have the time to pay them the attention they ought to be getting. When we're in Florida they barely ever get to go outside because we live in a condo and they're too much for me to be able to handle with Piper in tow. So, we started looking for a new home for them. One lady let us believe she was ready to take them and then at the last minute (literally. We were leaving our parking garage when she emailed us) told us she needs to think about it some more.
Uh, no ma'am, we said. You don't get to be rude and inconsiderate and then be given MORE time to think about it. That's what we said. Because we're sassy like that.
I did find another lady who wanted just Ferb. She has two other little dogs and is retired and she and her husband take their dogs every where and they're her babies who probably get tucked into bed every night with a kiss on the forehead and two books. ...So we decided to split up the fellas since that was just too good a home to pass up for the Ferbie. I'd like to think he lived happily ever after but I just try not to think about it because it makes my heart hurt.
Also, we decided to keep Buddy. In case you're wondering.
Then I found out I apparently have shingles and because Piper is so young and hasn't had her chicken pox vaccine, I risk giving her chicken pox every time I hold or kiss her. REALLY?!
P.S. Shingles hurts like a mother and I only have a tiny patch of it. How does a mother hurt exactly? I'm just wondering.
Then I decided this weekend was a good one to go to Disney World, because that makes perfect sense with all of us being sick, right? It was fun though. Hot and crowded, but fun with lots of cute video and pictures of Piper pointing and saying Oooo! just like I do. That's something new she's doing and it is also precious.
And all of that has led me to the whole reason I decided to write this which is that the moment we drove onto Disney property Piper Rose Casey decided to say Mama for the first time ever.
::CHOIR SINGING::
It was magical. In Disney, friends. IN DISNEY! Can you even imagine how much that memory makes me happy? Put yourself into the shoes of a pathetic, 27 year old who loves Disney more than she loves cookies... More than she loves petit-fours from Baker's pride. ...Ok, just trust me that it's a lot and it made me want to shed a tear. And so now I go to sleep with her little voice in my head saying ma-ma ma-ma.
But all of this leads me back to my original question of, why do I feel so tightly wound? Why can I not get a hold of myself and act like an adult about things. Put my big girl panties on and deal with the tiny, tiny inconvenience of change.
Then tonight we get home and find that our AC is completely dead and we're now going to sleep in a house that is 81 degrees.
...Which is hotter than it is outside.
....We would be cooler if we slept outside.
Perfect.
I cannot even imagine what it will feel like tomorrow at midday.
Try as I might, I can't work on self control and being joyful in all circumstances when I'm sweating.
So happy flippin' springtime, everybody and yay to stupid Savannah summers.
....I'm sorry, Lord. I'm gonna try harder....
Thursday, February 9, 2012
A very important phone call
Me: Hey boy.
Carey: Hey
M: Do you think it's ok to eat chocolate that has melted and looks all weird and bubbly?
C: Weird and bubbly?
M: Yeah, weird and bubbly. And it has like a chalky film on top. Like it's melted or something.
C: I don't know. I'd have to see it.
M: Based on what I've told you, though, would you eat it?
C: What kind of candy bar is it?
M: Cookies and Cream
C: Ooo, I don't know. Oh wait, cookies and cream not cookie dough.
M: Yeah. Cookies and cream
C: Yeah, you'll be ok. The air bubbles probably just happened when it melted and the chalky film is also just the way chocolate looks when it melts and re-hardens.
M: So, you sure I'll be ok?
C: Yeah. I'd eat it.
M: K. Thanks.
C: You're welcome.
It was delicious, by the way.
Carey: Hey
M: Do you think it's ok to eat chocolate that has melted and looks all weird and bubbly?
C: Weird and bubbly?
M: Yeah, weird and bubbly. And it has like a chalky film on top. Like it's melted or something.
C: I don't know. I'd have to see it.
M: Based on what I've told you, though, would you eat it?
C: What kind of candy bar is it?
M: Cookies and Cream
C: Ooo, I don't know. Oh wait, cookies and cream not cookie dough.
M: Yeah. Cookies and cream
C: Yeah, you'll be ok. The air bubbles probably just happened when it melted and the chalky film is also just the way chocolate looks when it melts and re-hardens.
M: So, you sure I'll be ok?
C: Yeah. I'd eat it.
M: K. Thanks.
C: You're welcome.
It was delicious, by the way.
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Oh snap.
Pipes is sick. She's had a cold for 8 days now. She gave it to me on about the 3rd day. It's not the flu but it's not fun either.
She's moved into the stage where she's coughing and got nasty in her throat that makes me want to hock a loogie for her. .... Is that even how it's spelled?
Anyway, despite feeling horrible, she's met several milestones this past week. She's learned and can (although not consistently) stand up in her crib and can stand holding onto the couch.
She's learned and perfected her method of getting from laying down to the sitting up position.
But most importantly, she's learned, as of this night, to crawl. To crawl, people.
Where's my "ee baby" gone? And in case you're wondering that's a term we use that I cannot explain to Carey. It just means little, basically.
Buddy is the one who made her crawl. I knew we named him right. He was laying there all cute and she just couldn't resist his charms. She had to get from her place on the floor to him. And then as Carey told him to move from place to place around the room she followed him.
Now all I'm wondering is that it's all cute and exciting for us and Piper but what kind of anxiety is Buddy having to come to terms with tonigh? Poor thing.
I think I shall go give him some cheese. He's my fella after all.
She's moved into the stage where she's coughing and got nasty in her throat that makes me want to hock a loogie for her. .... Is that even how it's spelled?
Anyway, despite feeling horrible, she's met several milestones this past week. She's learned and can (although not consistently) stand up in her crib and can stand holding onto the couch.
She's learned and perfected her method of getting from laying down to the sitting up position.
But most importantly, she's learned, as of this night, to crawl. To crawl, people.
Where's my "ee baby" gone? And in case you're wondering that's a term we use that I cannot explain to Carey. It just means little, basically.
Buddy is the one who made her crawl. I knew we named him right. He was laying there all cute and she just couldn't resist his charms. She had to get from her place on the floor to him. And then as Carey told him to move from place to place around the room she followed him.
Now all I'm wondering is that it's all cute and exciting for us and Piper but what kind of anxiety is Buddy having to come to terms with tonigh? Poor thing.
I think I shall go give him some cheese. He's my fella after all.
Sweet potato love
So, recently we've rediscovered the deliciousness that is Sticky Fingers.
May I take a moment to tell you about the sweet potato casserole?
It. is. amazing. The end.
The thing is, I've never cared for sweet potatoes. I would much rather just have a regular potato. Which is really strange because I almost always choose something sweet over having something... er, not sweet. Anyway, I made some of mama's sweet potato souffle for Thanksgiving and Christmas and I had to taste it to make sure I hadn't added a tablespoon of salt rather than a teaspoon or something crazy. Which is a real possibility when I'm cooking. Let's just be honest. So when I was tasting the sweet potato souffle I decided that I don't hate it but that I do in fact love it. I love it.
I love it.
I love it.
I love it.
And now anytime I see sweet potato anything on a restaurant menu, I order it and weight watcher's be darned. Actually, I just don't eat something else that I might have had that day. I also love weight watcher's, have I mentioned recently?
Long story short, I've become obsessed with Sticky Fingers sweet potato casserole. As in, I crave it as if I was pregnant. Which I'm not, friends. I am NOT. But I want it at really inconvenient times. Like 11:00 at night.
SO, I've found a recipe that told me it tastes just like Sticky Fingers.
It does not.
It's better.
It's like really runny, sweet potato casserole. I kinda just guessed with some of the measurements. But it being runny actually makes it like a dessert. I'm eating it and you get these big mouthfuls of brown sugar and butter.
That's all. I'm glad I shared this with you.
May I take a moment to tell you about the sweet potato casserole?
It. is. amazing. The end.
The thing is, I've never cared for sweet potatoes. I would much rather just have a regular potato. Which is really strange because I almost always choose something sweet over having something... er, not sweet. Anyway, I made some of mama's sweet potato souffle for Thanksgiving and Christmas and I had to taste it to make sure I hadn't added a tablespoon of salt rather than a teaspoon or something crazy. Which is a real possibility when I'm cooking. Let's just be honest. So when I was tasting the sweet potato souffle I decided that I don't hate it but that I do in fact love it. I love it.
I love it.
I love it.
I love it.
And now anytime I see sweet potato anything on a restaurant menu, I order it and weight watcher's be darned. Actually, I just don't eat something else that I might have had that day. I also love weight watcher's, have I mentioned recently?
Long story short, I've become obsessed with Sticky Fingers sweet potato casserole. As in, I crave it as if I was pregnant. Which I'm not, friends. I am NOT. But I want it at really inconvenient times. Like 11:00 at night.
SO, I've found a recipe that told me it tastes just like Sticky Fingers.
It does not.
It's better.
It's like really runny, sweet potato casserole. I kinda just guessed with some of the measurements. But it being runny actually makes it like a dessert. I'm eating it and you get these big mouthfuls of brown sugar and butter.
That's all. I'm glad I shared this with you.
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